Poems

Vigilantes
No love for no fucking pig. I just want to give all away and live the way I want to. Life of a solitude man. The only motherfucker in this place that doesn’t have to give a shit about anything than himself. No love for no-fucking-body. Just give it all away. I never understood why I have to care anyways. And the decisions and choices I still decide to make. I don’t have to take this fucking world or this goddamn place. I don’t like where this world is going. And I’m scared where we’ll end. And I never fucking liked where we began. The only thing that is clear is I’m still fucking standing here. When it rains it fucking pours… a weathered man, beaten soul and a broken fucking heart. Let it fucking pour! Move these walls inside out. Crash this party and wreck these halls. I’m not keeping this in anymore. We’re taking this to the fucking city. Pilgrimage homes take this town and make it our own. It doesn’t have to start everywhere. It starts here and fucking now. This world is going fucking down. I refuse to be one that goes with it. Either I’ll go straight to hell and watch everything fall apart on top of me. Or we’ll augment this place to the way it was suppose to be. Either fucking way… I’m going down my way. When sun begins to shine and the rain begins to clear, I’ll still be fucking standing here.

 
Division Misleading Branch 

 

 

Get the globe regular, take it up the nose
Seeing all the faces, shown the dark light
Sense the unsown in a striking pose
Clocks won’t tick with the fastest might

I’m a million miles away
Staring you in the face
Won’t you come take me away
Walking circles pace
You won’t find me
I’m a million years away
And your a thousand miles off the pac

The clocks keep ticking, bark’s falling down
Raining frogs drown the sorrow
This holds the key to my crown
And the beginning starts tomorrow

This jagged little razor, cuts through my veins
Tear in half paper and scissors, I’m a million miles away
This jagged little razor, cuts through my veins
I’m a million miles away
Get away only want you closer
You won’t find me, this saga ends with a dream
And your smell fills my taste of skin
Eating from the inside is the reason of sin
Noises seal the air, the finish is near
I’m a million miles away
Won’t you find me to find you and find me with you, finding me?
And my owners manual, stuck in the ground
This jagged little razor, cuts through my veins
I’m a million years away
And your a thousand miles off the pace!

We live in this sleepless chapel!
Mental is the disease

This sleepless chapel
We will travel
Physical ness is my abuse
This sleepless chapel

 

 

 

 

 
Glory And Appreciation Is Not What You Thought It Was (Part I)

The mission was clear the message was sent. There’s a deeper meaning to why we’re here, you can taste it, it lingers in the air. Drive on drink water, 100 degree weather and muddy shit holes, then it happen, the blast the fire the ground the cover, the sweat the blood the tears down is another. They are here, you need to move quickly, they’re coming for you. From the sky, and around corners, they are here. Then it hit me, there I was standing, I could not deny it, the pain the scream the screaming the life, the lives the lost the guns the life’s lost.  It most of been scary staring in those blank eyes, a deer caught in the headlights. You need to move quickly, blank stares and shifty eyes. There’s nothing upstairs! Blood seeping from all the organs, guts everywhere! Only fast acting can save him now, you need dressing, where’s the dressing!? The shears the gloves the needle the gauze, you will be awarded a star, dive right in, it is glorious, you’re chin high in the shit, and your feet are wet. What do you do now? This is the savage of all mankind! His blood is on my hands, you need to get the fuck out of there! They are coming! You are smoked your body feels it, I’m scared to shit! There’s no denying it, the salt drips from my skin, oh, God please forgive me. 

 

Innocence Is Stolen: Dead Meat
What the fuck! Who the fuck do you think you are!?
You’ve always got what you wanted
You always get what you want
Because you’ve always got it
You can hold your head high
You’ve lived your life right
Who can resist you? Who wouldn’t want you?
Look into those fucking eyes, and that perfect smile
There is nothing she can say
You’ve always had the perfect game
Wake up!
I dont’ think you understand, I don’t think…
Do you fucking understand?!
Your life is over and I’ll fucking take it!

 

Cliché, But Original In The Sense Of Love
Your eyes breathe in light
Your mind speaks with riddles
Finding a way to pull your intentions away from spite
When I look in your eyes I think I can see the love
That takes away spite that seems so small
So don’t be afraid to cry
‘Cause I’m standing right here!
I am only one person, one being
Lying in the darkness to hide
And you uncovered the light
And found my heart inside
If I only knew to be with you
If it perceives the heavens smile upon sorrow
Leaving life frowning upon tomorrow
But perceiving is assuming
And assuming is always fucked!
I won’t always be there…
If you ever wished it
They’d all be dead
But when it rains it pours
If I only knew to be with you
When I think I’ve had enough
I’m falling apart
When you gauge out my soul
You wear it on your sleeve
And stare right through my eyes
‘Cause I’m the one that sees right through you
I hate it when you,
Give me the rest of your broken heart
I don’t know where to start
So I’ll do what,
I do the worst with the thing,
I can do the best with you,
I will always and forever,
Fucking love you!

 

Innocence Is Stolen: Bloodstained Walls Become Darker Than Red

How can you get off the paralysis of scared skin?
Did you elaborately plot your inspiration?
Is this your inspiration?!
Is it self-consciousness you get off on?! Beyond reckoning you’ve forgotten real reasoning!
Did you really forget?
About time you fucking pay!

(And you know I love you with all of me being there for you. Drop this disgrace, I’ll make your face, if I only could take your place)

I’m condemning you of your fucking life! Imbedded in your fictitious fucking mind! You will feel onset of ongoing pain
As I intrude the inside of you!
You’ll shit gutless on my knife spilling the air with the taste of…
Victory! Is the sound of heart throbbing screams!
Slowly passing the hours playing hypnotist as I lull you to fucking death!